Oh
Damn, I mean
I just keep thinking about you
Aww Baby
I mean I wanna move on
But I can’t move on
Oh oh woo oh oh
It’s like you got some kinda hold on me
And you know I Dont Know
Oh oh oh oh oh
But Imma go ahead and talk about it
Listen

I’m sitting lookin’ out the window like, damn
Tryna fix the situation thats at hand
You still running through my mind
When I’m knowin that you shouldn’t be
Me I’m on your mind
And I’m knowin that it couldn’t be
Cause you aint called
I aint even apaulled
I still got a lot of pain
I aint dealt wit it all
I been runnin’ round wit other chicks
Im single and they lovin’ it
Im liking it
But I just want the one that I was in love wit
Thats not the end of it
Im tryna let you go
I cant get a grip of it is what Im trynna let you know
You got a hold of some kinda control of me
I dont know what it is
But I gotta get you gone from me
Im working at it
And it ain’t getting no better
Just tryna be like
Yea, forget it, whatever
Instead of staring out this glass
Looking at this bad weather
Damn, I gotta pull myself together
Cause

[Chorus]
When Im with Somebody
All I think bout is you
When I’m all alone
Thats all I wanna do
I miss the smiley faces in my sidekick
Outta town visits
All the time we spent together
Makes it hard to get you
Outta my system
You don’t know what you do to me (do to me)
You dont even understand
Damn
You don’t know what you do to me (do to me)
It’s so hard to get you
Outta my system

Im too attached
My heart won’t let me fall back
I got it bad
Thats what you could call that (ah)
And when I see you on the streets
Thats the worst for me
Used to love the little things you did
Thats what works for me
Its too major
Dont see you in my pager
No
What you doing?
Where you at?
Can I see you later?
The fellas telling me
Just let her go Bow
Believe me I’m trying man
I just don’t know how
I be in all the top spots
Leaving with the hot shots
Knowing they just want me cause im in the top spot
Thats not poppin’
And my brain aint stoppin’
Thinkin
Who she wit?
Or Where she goin’?
is she club hoppin?
I never had this kinda problem in my life
This is my first time
Dealin’ with this kinda fight
Its every night
And every flight
And everytime you in my sight
Damn, this aint even right
Cause

[Chorus]

Is it wrong for me to feel this way
You been running through my mind all day
Can ya feel me
I been tryna get you off my mind
But I can’t
After all this time
Thats what kills me
[repeat x2]

[Chorus]

I remember everything that me and you talked about
Me and you had our whole life planned out together
And if I could I would
Turn back the hands of time
And correct all my mistakes that I ever did
But now I guess I gotta move on right?
Its still hard
And I still love you to this day
Peace

Feeling this song right now..

Last Time feat. Royalty - George Nozuka

Ill tell you all something man
This girl man
I used to love her, we was together
She left, She with this other guy
Its really blowing my mind right now
George man I gotta tell you about it

I was up in the VIP section
I’ve seen her with her girlfriends dancin’
With her tight blue jeans and stilettos on
I thought about our last convo on the telephone
And I said girl I’m going on a tour
I’ll be gone for 4 months
So why don’t we just break it on off for 4 months
She said boy if you leave you so nuts
‘Cause Imma just move on
And you gonna be so crushed

Never thought I’d bump into you
With another guy under your arm
Now I know that I was a fool
Fool of my girl, fool of my girl
The whole time that you were with me
My friends said I did you wrong
And now it’s easy to see
It just took too long

That was the last time
‘Cause the last time
I said goodbye to you
(said goodbye to you)

[Chorus]
Don’t let him take all my love
I know it was all my fault
Give me just one more truth
It was the last time
Don’t let him take all my love
I know it was all my fault
Give me just one more truth
It was the last time

You keep on blocking my calls
So now I know how it feels
And it hurts
What goes around comes around
The pain is so real
I see you two so happy
Don’t know what to do (Oh)
I’m lost without you (Nooo)

It was the last time
‘Cause the last time (Ohhh)
Don’t wanna say goodbye (say goodbye)
Don’t wanna say goodbye to you

[Chorus]

Yeah, momma said
Boy she was a keeper
But now I understand
Why I’m sick with a fever
That’s why I run around
With the models and divas
Drinkin’ away the pain
With the henni and tequila
If I could take it all back I would
I’d take it back to the days
Where our love was all good
When I used to have you
On the bed, legs spread
Instead, I’m listening to the words you always said

On the real
Doesn’t matter what’s been said or done
How I feel
Don’t you know that your the only one
Last time,
I took you for granted
When you were mine
Please forget about the last time
Let’s talk

[Chorus] fades till end

PS. Day 2 again (don’t want to say goodbye to you)

Anyways best of luck to all the fresh groove dancers go make us proud =)

About a week ago I auditioned for the new dance team and I made it! This week I have 6 dance rehearsals for the Varsity team. Sadly I’m too old to compete with them for the HipHop Canada competition this Saturday. On the positive side I don’t have to learn a new routine in 6 days! We are also traveling to Portland to compete in the International Dance Challenge in April. Time to kick up the practices and get back into shape.

You’ll probably be hearing from me soon, probably a vent blog entry about my sore muscles.

Valentine’s day just passed… one of hallmark’s most overrated “holidays” and I was too sick to eat any of my chocolates. The BF made me a candy gram, wrapped in a basket labeled “sweet love”. It was full of candy and a fuzzy friend. Meet Pooky… to your left.
I managed to sit through dinner with a pounding head. We had late reservations at Osaka Steak & Seafood house and the food was delicious. I totally recommend this place if you’re in the Vancouver area and are looking for a totally different dinning experience. You watch your food get chopped up in bite size pieces and cooked in front of you. Our chef flipped my bowl of fried rice on his spatula and not a grain fell out. He also tossed shrimp tails into his hat and flipped around his knife. Overall the day was pretty good.

But anyways today was an extremely long day, got up at around 8:30am and if you knew me then you would understand that this was a near miracle. After having some camera trouble we finally got it to work and only had about 45 minutes to film our short movie. Attending class was a waste of time though, my math class was pointless and i couldn’t concentrate during my CMPT lab. Laptops + web-cams are such a distraction.

After school I surprised the BF today… I hid in his room it was actually pretty funny. Surprised him again with half his gift and a small get together @ Denny’s to redeem his free birthday meal. Which reminds it’s time for the..

Birthday Shout of the Week:
Happy Birthday Boo Boo =)
To the BF: You’re the best thing that has happened to my life (besides the internet)! Hope you liked the gift so far and remember I’m the best GF in the world
**Best wishes on your special day

Ugh I’m stuffed right now, I seriously gotta stop eating after 8pm and step up the working out like I said I was going to. Thats it! It’s final my what was suppose to be my “new year’s resolution” (but didn’t really work out for me) will now be strictly enforced tomorrow.
For those of you who don’t know what it was:

S. A. P.

1. Kick my recent SWEARING habit (or at least eliminate casual swearing)
2. Keep ACTIVE everyday (working out/dance)
3. No POP or carbonated drinks (juice, water & the occasional energy drink)

Now that I’ve posted this online for the world to see, I have to really work at it!

To let out some steam the BF and some friends decided to have a video game session. I can’t seem to get to the save point in the super mario bros game for the DS. How pathetic is that? I think i tried for a good 30 minutes before I decided to ask for some help. After that we all played Ultimate Alliance cooperatively atleast we tried to. I think our greediness got in the way of actually playing like a team.

I than had dinner with some of the girls and than went to a friend’s house for a movie. But like we all predicted we didn’t even end up watching a movie. Instead we made food, danced in the family room, wrestled each other on the floor & made a few prank calls. Wow, it felt like we were still in high-school. As you can see my day was not very productive, but very much enjoyed.

Goals for Saturday:

1. Finish Math Assignment
2. Story Board & Props for IAT
3. Hit the Gym & Work on My Fitness
4. Buy Birthday Present for the BF
5. Clean & Organize my Bedroom